If I could go back and redo all of December I would. It partially my fault and I'd like to think partially not.
I need to start living in the moment and stop worrying about the future but it is sometimes very hard when you constanly surrounding by things that remind you of the future that you want but don't have.
Starting now I am going to start enjoying the blessings I have more often and let God take care of the rest.
Counting my blessings...
Two precious dogs
Chris, the love of my life
Lots of family who loves and cares for me
A home to live in for free while Chris and I get on our feet
Knowing Jesus as Lord and Savior
My brother is back in the States
Part time employment
and I could go on..
Thank you, Jesus!